Today i have an ear worm of that old song, “Someday he’ll come along, the man I love, and he’ll be big and strong, the man i love! i hesitate to say the man i love part, because i already have love for and from my spouse of many years. Other words I come up with to finish the stanza are: the Man i serve or the Man i submit to, or the Man who is my Dom! Not quite the same flow of words, huh?
Why is this song, or more accurately this line from a song stuck in my head today? Well, i get about forty to fifty emails daily that are from BDSM and/or Leather Men’s groups every day. i see lots of images of hyper masculine Leather clad men embracing or Dominating a submissive boy in many of those emails. Also, now that i have reached my late midlife reawakening i find myself about as horny as teenage boy who first finds out he can now ejaculate when he masturbates. What an incredible feeling!
i use to imagine that a Knight in shining armor would ride in on his white horse and sweep me off my feet and take me to a gleaming castle on a hill to live happily ever after. So much for fairy tales! That image has morphed into a tall hairy Dom wearing full black dress leather roaring in on His Harley, smoking a cigar, carrying a flogger on his belt, and sweeping me away to His dungeon to live my life joyfully as His submissive taking care of His every need. Wow, how time changes one’s hopes, dreams, desires…
Someday He’ll come along, the Dom i love?
Thanks for reading,
If He doesn’t come soon, maybe i can change theear worm to the song, “i’m going on a Man hunt!”